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Morning Prayer: "My sin is always before me"

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  “My sin is always before me” isn’t a command to stare at your flaws all day. It’s a description of clarity , not self‑loathing . The line is about living honestly before God—seeing the truth of oneself so that grace can actually reach the real person, not a polished illusion. 🌿 What the passage really means Psalm 51 is not a gloomy psalm; it’s a transformational one. David isn’t saying, “I’m terrible and should obsess over how awful I am.” He’s saying: I finally see myself clearly. Not excuses, not self‑deception, not spiritual performance. I can’t hide from the truth anymore. The consequences of his choices, the patterns that shaped him, the harm he caused—these are now visible. This clarity is the beginning of healing. God can only transform what we are willing to bring into the light. It’s the spiritual equivalent of a medical diagnosis: not pleasant, but necessary for treatment. 🌿 Not fixation, but honesty The psalm is not about dwelling on sin; it’s about not d...

Morning Prayer: "May He remove the allure of sin"

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  That line from Morning Prayer always stops me. It assumes something we don’t like to admit: sin is alluring. Not because we’re terrible people, but because sin promises something fast, easy, and self‑centered—while holiness asks for something slow, deep, and self‑emptying. We’re drawn to sin when: It offers instant gratification. Sin whispers, You can have relief now. You can have pleasure now. You can have control now. Holiness rarely works on the timeline of “now.” It feels familiar. Our old patterns feel like home, even when they hurt us. Holiness feels like stepping into a room we’re not sure we belong in yet. It flatters the ego. Sin tells us we’re justified, entitled, or exceptional. Holiness tells us we’re loved—but also accountable. It avoids vulnerability. Holiness requires exposure: confession, humility, surrender. Sin lets us stay hidden. The allure of sin is not proof of moral failure; it’s proof of spiritual hunger. Sin is the junk food that satisfies quickly b...

Morning Prayer: The Light in Scripture

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  From today's hymn: “For no one can persist in sin when light bears witness to our guilt.” The hymn makes a bold claim: that light —once revealed—interrupts the momentum of sin. But the line is not naïve. We know perfectly well that sins occur at every hour of the day. Human beings are capable of doing harm in broad daylight, under fluorescent bulbs, in the full visibility of others, and even with a clear intellectual understanding of right and wrong. So what is this light that “bears witness” and refuses to let sin remain undisturbed? The nature of the “light” The Church has always understood “light” in Scripture and hymnody as more than physical illumination. It is the presence of truth—God’s truth—breaking into the interior world. It is the moment when the conscience stirs. It is the sudden clarity that exposes what we would prefer to keep hidden. It is the awareness that our actions have consequences, that they wound, that they distort us. This light is not merely information...

Guest Post from Dr. Dennis Ortman: Deadly Sins

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  DEADLY SINS “Jesus now called the Twelve together and gave them power and authority to overcome all demons and to cure diseases.” --Luke 9: 1   “The unexamined life is not worth living,” proclaimed Socrates two and a half millennia ago. That timeless wisdom is an unfailing guide to happiness and fulfillment. The examination entails an honest assessment of both our strengths and weaknesses. Unfortunately, many of us tend to have an unbalanced view of our innate tendencies, exaggerating or diminishing one or the other. We also tend to take the moral inventory of others to avoid self-reflection. We have an astute awareness of others’ faults, while being blind to our own. From an early age, I learned to make a nightly examination of conscience. As a child, I used the Ten Commandments, the list of what is forbidden, as my guide. I focused on the “thou shalt nots.” I tried to avoid doing what was wrong, fearful of punishment. When I sinned, I went to confession and performed the p...